random thoughts:

i can't digest sushi yet i still eat it and suffer later.

i don't think i like people very much. i keep trying to like them but it just isn't happening.

i watched the state of the union address but wasn't paying too much attention and it all sounded like the teacher from Peanuts was talking.

bryan's mom called me tonight to find out how my job interview went. i haven't heard anything yet and the man who interviewed me said he'd know in 3 weeks. sigh.

i am still traumatized by yesterday's luncheon with my old boss, E. she has lost so much weight she looks like she's dying. like something out of Schindler's List.

i am hopelessly addicted to American Idol and Joe Millionaire. i never thought this would happen.

thursday i'm going to neela's house for dinner although i don't really want to. me, joni, and rebecca have decided if it's unfun we're going to leave after an hour. tamar might be there and no one likes her.

i've been watching oprah lately and i'm starting to believe her. it's scary. i might buy this book.

a day doesn't go by where someone doesn't ask me about marriage. when i visited my old workplace the other day i saw an ex-workmate and she just got engaged and the question came up AGAIN.
i feel like i'm already married. what more could change?

i really need to stop eating pink and purple and white conversation hearts.