i am turning a new leaf. no more complainy lisa. only positive thoughts flowing through me. only good words working their way past my lips. only nice things to think of. only happy thoughts. happy happy clouds, happy faces, happy good good. people all start out as innocent, kind, lovely creatures. i need to remember this and go back to the roots.
i also need goals. goals and a light at the end of the tunnel. i need to dream the impossible dream.

To dream the impossible dream,
to fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow,
to run where the brave dare not go…

To fight for the right
without question or pause
to be willing to march into hell
for a heavenly cause.

ok, that was a bit much. but you know what i'm saying.
bitching and complaining is pointless.

i have all these anti-establishment feelings but i'm all talk and no action, baby!
when's the revolution starting? anyone in on it with me?
no more ant farms.